Sometimes...

Sometimes, we usually get hurt our self without knowing its actually killing us inside.

People easily treat others like a bunch of garbage, like rotten fruits.. Throw it when there's no sweet in there.. It hurts.. It really hurts inside me, badly.

They want us to behave like they are the most important human in this world. They never ask what i want.. What she want, what he want instead of forcing them to do what they want.. Its really so heartbreaking..

Insanity, Humanity... That words never exists in their lives. I felt like I'm the one who running through the fire, but he's running back from the fires.

Im the only one who tried to save our relationships, but he didn't! He only knows how to tell me to do that, stay there, go there and KEEP QUIET! Let him enjoy his life while my life is only stay in the room. Waiting to eat, waiting to pee, waiting for him, crying, feeling angry, and sad! And he's out there having fun with his friends!

I'M NOT gonna spend the rest of my life with a man who doesn't even know how to appreciate me!

FULLSTOP!!