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Got Sense Of Humor

Aku paling pantang kalau orang nak marah aku gelak2 ni.. Dari aku mengamuk, menjerit, menangis, lebih baik aku gelak kan?? Kalau rasa tak boleh terima kekurangan aku.. Anda boleh angkat kaki lambung.

Open Minded

Maaflah aku tak boleh terima orang yang agak kolot.. Yang agak sempit pemikiran nya.. Maaf.. Itu akan jadi masalah pada aku.. Lagi lagi aku seorang yang suka have fun. No still means NO!!

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Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2014

Geng.. Happy raya geng.. Aku harap korang bergembira la ye first day raya ni.. Aku? Aku happy... Sebab tu aku masih atas katil.. Baru celik mata. And it's 4:25 pm. Lol.. Tiada siapa yang tahu... Termasuk si dia..

NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE MY FEELINGS now.. Aku dapat rasa kan.. Tahun ni raya suram sangat2.. Tanpa ayahanda tersayang, dan aku rasa aku memang di takdirkan untuk mempunyai perasaan yang agak lonely kat sini


Ketupat tu memang best. Mak aku yang buat.. Hmm.. Tapi ketupat tu masih ta boleh ilang kan perasaan aku yang terpinggir ni...




Aku doakan raya korang happening.. Doakan la supaya hari raya aku ade sesuatu yang menarik akan berlaku.. Aku beraya tanpa seorang pn sahabat, tanpa seorang pun yang sedar akan kewujudan aku kat atas muka bumi ini.. Aku invincible..

_Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Geng.. Maaf Zahir Dan Batin_

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I can't take it anymore!!!!!!

Sial lahhh!!
Aku dah tak leh nak tahan da macam ni!!!!!!!!

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Misses the old us..

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All of me - John Legends

...
What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in and you kicking me out?
Got my head spinning, no kidding
I can't pin you down

What's going on in that beautiful mind?
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me
But I'll be alright

My head's underwater
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm outta my mind

'Cause all of me loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose, I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying, you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down
I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, this ringing in my head for you

My head's underwater
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose, I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all, all of you, oh
Give me of you, oh
Cards on the table
We're both showing hearts
Risking it all though it's hard

'Cause all of me loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose, I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all, all of you
I give you all, all of me
And you give me all, all of you, oh
(end)

Sometimes...

Sometimes, we usually get hurt our self without knowing its actually killing us inside.

People easily treat others like a bunch of garbage, like rotten fruits.. Throw it when there's no sweet in there.. It hurts.. It really hurts inside me, badly.

They want us to behave like they are the most important human in this world. They never ask what i want.. What she want, what he want instead of forcing them to do what they want.. Its really so heartbreaking..

Insanity, Humanity... That words never exists in their lives. I felt like I'm the one who running through the fire, but he's running back from the fires.

Im the only one who tried to save our relationships, but he didn't! He only knows how to tell me to do that, stay there, go there and KEEP QUIET! Let him enjoy his life while my life is only stay in the room. Waiting to eat, waiting to pee, waiting for him, crying, feeling angry, and sad! And he's out there having fun with his friends!

I'M NOT gonna spend the rest of my life with a man who doesn't even know how to appreciate me!

FULLSTOP!!

18 July 2014, Friday..

Aku rasa, aku dah boleh putuskan hubungan aku sekarang ni..

Aku dah tak boleh terima dah cara die, caci maki dia.. Aku dah ta sefahaman.. Aku dah tak na makan hati.. 

Aku rasa hati aku dah TAWAR SANGAT SANGAT!!! :'(..

PERLU ke pertikai kan mereka kalau diri sendiri dah tahu perangai mereka? Contoh tu perlu, tak kira la banyak duit ke takde harta ke..

Ikhlas hati tu Allah senang je nak makbulkan doa.. Kalau hati tu hitam, kalau hati tu tak redha, buat apa sahaja pon takde berkat!!

Cakap tu bia nampak ade pelajaran, janga cakap macam awak duduk kat kandang babi!! 

Please, cermin diri tu dulu!  Kalau betul la aku ni "Gile duit" 6 tahun lepas awal2 aku dah reject ko.. Takde aku na stay nan orang miskin mcm ko sampai ke arini!!

"KADANG KADANG MANUSIA NI TAHU CAKAP TAPI TAK TAU NAK PIKIR SEBELUM CAKAP! OTAK LETAK KAT BONTOT!! "

PALING PANTANG!!

Ni yang nak hangin ni..  Aku paling pantang la kalau buat kerja dengan orang yang suka bertangguh keje ni..  Lagi-lagi bila orang dah bagi gaji ko jadi malas..  Hey come on la!  Benda tu dah hold dari Isnin sampai hari ni dah Jumaat!!

Memang sengaja nak buat aku maki la bulan puasa ni.. Haish!! Aku bukan nak sangat duit tu aku cuma nak buat kerja bagi abis, bagi clear!!  Kang nama aku yang busuk!! Bukan nama dorang! Otak tu letak lutut..

Pentingkan tido, pentingkan diri sendiri.. Bodoh tahap apa pun aku tatau la..  S**l lah!!

Lapar..

Lapar giler..  Yela tadi berbuka pon makan ala kadar je... Nasi, sup ayam je... Lapar doh..  Ingat nak pi makan kat kedai mamak yang selalu aku lepak, ade gak sup kambing.. Tapi mahal dia jangan tanya laa.. 2 orang makan boleh cecah rm20+.
Sup Kambing : Rm 6.50
Paprik Ayam   : Rm 6.50
Air 2                 : around Rm 3
Telur Dadar 2mkn : Rm 4

Tu belum masuk lagi ciggarette dia..  Haih..  Lapa nye pasal...

Jom!  Jalan je laa

Puasa ke 14 kot.. 5:14pm Khamis 2014

I SUPPOSED TO BE IN LEMBAH SUBANG RIGHT NOW! Macam mana nak settle keje ni.. If buat keje pon tangguh2.. Its not my fault, its him.. Orang da baya gaji, tapi buat keje pon hold2 acane na abis cepat?? Hati aku dah panas dah ni, tunggu nanti bila ko na kawin nanti, sape yg nak tolong ko kalau mcm ni gaya nye? Cuma kene jual barang2 tu je, kotak2 tu surat khabar, barang barang recycle je pon.. Tu nak hold sampai seminggu lebih.. Alasan die?? "Tunggu kodoi bangun" what the fish?!! 🐠 Susah sangat ambik la nk telefon orang yang na ambik barang tu.. Yg na tunggu die bangun bagai apasai pa?! Nak berbuka kat luar lagi ke? Aku dah takde sen na sara dah kalau cam ni gaya.. ARGHHHHHH! STRESS! GILA VAVI CADBURY PUNYA STRESS!!! AKAK dah tanya2 sebab tu aku nak siap kan cepat!!! Huargghhh!! 😭😣😱😱😷😵🙀

Its 2014 and IM SAD.. 😭

Its 2014 babe. Lama gila aku ta berblogging.. Terdetik kat hati nak buka ni pon sebab aku tengah jiwa kacau.. LIFE NEVER BEEN BETTER... Aku ingat makin lama hubungan seseorang tu makin rapat dan bertambah kasih sayang... Tetapi, salah sama sekali... Yang ada di bibir cuma caci maki, keji mengeji satu sama lain.. Entahlah.. DEMI ALLAH! Hati aku mula rasa jauh sangat... Hmm... Nak buat apa ni? Buntu... 😭😭